I never got to tell you the truth 

Which was deep hidden
Inside the chambers of my heart
I never got to tell you the truth
Which drove you away from me
Which made me insane
I know it hurts
It eats me alive everyday
Piece by piece
One day I'm gonna die with it
The guilt
It wasn't meant to happen
It was an accident
But you never have me a chance
To prove my innocence
To explain myself
I didn't try hard
Maybe I shouldn't have given up
Maybe I should have pestered you
Till you gave up
But before I could do anything about it
You just went on a long journey
Somewhere far
Very far
And you were never going to be back
And now after twenty years
I see the young versions of you
On my doorstep
Trying to make amends
Trying to make me a part of the family again
I feel happy and sad at the same time
Thinking I couldn't be there for you
But I'm happy you've got such a good family
Who still loves and adores you

                        

                                                         ~U

{Just a short letter kinda writing.If you have watched 'This Is Us ' you'll know....😄}